This week was auditions week at Swing Dynamite.
I signed up for the Jam Crew, as intended.
Then, in a moment of bravery, I also signed up for TNTeam. My dream team. The team I have always wanted to be in.
The audition for Jam Crew was on Wednesday. It went very well and I have no doubt I’ll make the cut.
The audition for TNTeam was this evening. Earlier today I made the mistake of asking my daughter (who will be coaching TNTeam as usual) how many people had signed for the audition. 5 men and 10 women, she said.
So I chickened out. Didn’t show up for the audition. I knew that at least 4 of those women we practically in so I’d be fighting for one spot with the other six.
I couldn’t deal with the thought of defeat. I couldn’t deal with the pain of not making it.
But now I’ll never know. I could have been that one. And I’ll never know. Because I was too much of a coward to show up and give my best