I am sitting here absolutely bawling.
I was having a hard day. Beyond horrible. All I’ll say here is that I was forced to relive things I don’t even want to remember and I got triggered big time.
I’ve been in limbo all day. Absolutely numb.
And then, I had to get up for something and realized the mail had come. There was a package for me!
Naturally, I did what every sane person would do. I ran to get my phone so I could take pictures :)
Do you recognize the sender?
I could not remove the brown packaging soon enough. After a few seconds of fumbling with it and getting nowhere, I finally caught up with the fact I needed the scissors. A minute later, this is what I found. An envelope and a wrapped present. In my favourite colours too!
And that’s when I lost it. I had been walking in the other world since yesterday evening. This little big treasure brought me back. I’m back, because someone on the other side of the world, was so kind to think of me. She took the time to carefully pack a few little somethings she knew I adore. She even remembered my favourite colours for the packaging. Truly, the gift may be small in size but it is as big as a mountain when you consider all the thought that was put into it.
And that is why I am bawling my eyes out. That and – I suppose, because of all the pain that was inside me for almost 24 hours. I am crying and smiling and crying and smiling some more and I can already feel my body and my mind waking up again.
This treasure could not have come at a better time.
If you still haven’t figured out who is this Guardian Angel, I’m telling you right now. Her name is Tahira but she also goes as TJ and shes is one of the most talented, all around awesome people I know. Go check out her art at tjlubrano.com. And if you can afford it, buy some too. Or a lot. I am the proud owner of a set of kitties that adorn the wall opposite to my bed. Every day, when I wake up, they are the first thing I see and that makes me smile! TJ’s art is absolutely magical. You’ll be doing yourself a favour if you incorporate some of it into your life!
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