Fear. Excitement. Sadness. A whirlwind of emotions. A lump on my throat and a weight in my stomach.
But it is decided.
I am leaving Ottawa.
Yes. After 13 years, I am moving -again, to a city where I don’t know anyone. Or just one person, rather.
Oh, I will be still in Canada. I know one can never say never but things would have to be truly desperate for me to leave the country I so love. Instead, I will be as close as I can be to the fiancé without actually moving to the States.
Kitties and I will embark in a whole new adventure. Wish us luck cause come November 30th, we’ll be saying goodbye to our beloved Ottawa.
All I can say is that I do hope and cross fingers that one day in a not too far future, we can all go back, fiancé-turned-husband included.