I feel like I need to give myself a sticker or something.
Are you ready for this?
I swept and mopped the whole place! Mind you, it is a one bedroom apartment but still.
And then… and then, I showered, got dressed and went for a walk!
I banged my knee against a door and I have a bump and an ugly bruise but I don’t care.
My mood improved almost all the way up to a 100% just by seeing how clean and tidy the place was.
I must not let it get that messy. That’s another bloody vicious cycle: The more depressed I get, the less I am inclined to clean and tidy up ==> the messier and dust-bunnier the place becomes, the more depressed and/or anxious I get.
The good news is that my bloody OCD prevents me from letting accumulate dishes in the sink so at least the dishes are always done. I just want to shoot myself if I go to the kitchen for whatever and see dirty dishes in the sink. I don’t even want to think of dirty dishes on the table or worse, littering the floor. It’s like having creepy crawlers all over me… gaaaaaaaah
*Take a deep breath* Oy! That was close….
Anyway, Meatless Monday. All my days are meatless, but on Mondays, all items in the menu are 10% off at my favourite vegetarian/vegan restaurant.
Soy meat rice noodle. It tastes as good as it looks. Yum!
I think I smiled all the way back home :)