Silent Scream

Had the worst nightmare ever. The viciousness of it is mind-blowing.

I was trapped in it for a long long time too.

I had to fight for what felt like hours just to wake up and that is not even what made it vicious. The horror of it is unspeakable and as such I can not, will not utter the words.

I now lie in bed.

I am tired and disoriented but I don’t dare close my eyes. I can feel I am not free of the clutches yet. The room is still moving and I still feel like I am floating.

The bedding was soaking wet when I woke up, of course. It is still damp and all that made my hips very cold so I am in more pain now but I don’t mind. Perhaps the pain will keep me anchored in the awake world.

I am still terrified, nonetheless.

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5 thoughts on “Silent Scream

  1. Sid Dunnebacke says:

    So sorry. And so sorry I wasn’t there to keep it from happening, or at least to be able to wake you so it didn’t grow so vicious, or to calm you when you did wake. I’ll be holding extra tightly this afternoon and tonight.

    All my love.

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